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dewasa. adult. so kena jadi matang lah kan? matang tu macam mana lak? mesti berfikiran rasional, tidak cepat bertindak tanpa berfikir, terima segala pandangan yang diberikan dan sebagainya. duhh dah macam esei bm. kali ni post maybe santai lah. gonna write randomly and maybe tak masuk akal but whatever 💅 its funny how we wish to become adult so much since we are young but now we want our childhood life back its funny how we are so confident with ourself when we are kids but now we become insecure with everyone. used to have a role model such like barbie, raven and clover (totally spies). tapi kenapa sekarang kita banyak persoalkan apa yang kita tak ada? "why is that person so clever?" "omg that girl have fair skin and why not me?" "she is so lucky have that sporting family" "God, why i can not be just like that person" love. when we are kid, love is the best things ever. i love everything around me. i love sand, i love fallen ...

i really enjoy listening a music. it is like a part of my life. everyday like wajib to listen on it. well this post im gonna talk about my favourite band that i enjoy their music. got this idea after listening some old songs. ok u can call me a "kpoppers" lah like that because all my playlist were a korean songs (but actually i hate people call me a kpoppers) but i still listen lah malay, english, indonesia and hindustan's songs (well the old one lah not the latest one) so now im gonna list it down the band/singer, why i like their songs (maybe some of them didnt have specific reason) and for how long i like them like that lah. oh btw ada yang lagu that randomly i like??? that songs bermain di minda tanpa sengaja 😌 BIGBANG they are like my first favourite kpop group ever that i still falling in love with them until now. (before this i like suju but cinta tak berpanjangan :') ) that time i thought my favourite genre was hip hop because enjoy their son...

this post maybe u guys disagree with me or wtv i just want to write what i want to say. its quite sensitive and fyi im not feminist. i kinda hate lah kan when some penceramah give a speech and mostly ayat dia hentam girl like ; "tahu kenapa perempuan byk dlm neraka? sbb byk kutuk sana sini" "awak perempuan jaga lah pakaian, tak malu ke lelaki tgk awak" "ni lah hobi perempuan, gossip sana sini" yes memang betul but still lelaki pun sama. i found many guys kutuk belakang, bukak aib diaorg, look so pervertly at the girls. when i was in high school,i walked alone that time and there were 2 guys talk about my bottom and i just wearing school uniform with tudung. takkan tu kau bernafsu bangg?? me jenis yg akan duduk alone bcs i want to look what people do or sometime want to live in my dreamland and that time ada sekumpulan pelajar lelaki duduk behind me and kutuk my friend's (perempuan) body. yes aku lemah that time. i have no voice to mad at...