A Dream ✨
A dream
An ambition
"can you tell me what you want to be one day?"
"tell your friends what is your dream"
"please write your name and your ambition so i can record in my student's profile"
you know what, i am so afraid with that question since primary school. i used to have a dream but not now. i do not know why that things happen. when i am getting older, my mind will blur when think about it. always pray hard for lect/teacher not asking me that kind of question because it is gonna take a few hours (or a year maybe) for me to reply it :') ended up gonna say i want to be a teacher (facepalm)
hello??? me as a teacher??? even people keep asking something repeatly, gonna mad at them and ask them to solve it by themself (yes sorry because i am so selfish) but when i do the same things to people, i will feel guilty and thought they will think same things like me :')
i used to have a dream when i was 11 years old which is i want to be a fashion designer. everyday imma gonna draw some dress or outfit in my sketchbook and colour it with many combination colour. everyday after i back to school, i will switch on the television and watched 'Project Runaway'. Yeah that is my dream. to be in that show one day.
but i do not know what happen to me that time. i gave up with it. i feel shy when people ask me about my dream. i feel down. i ripped my drawing because i hate to see it. there have a classmate that want to be a fashion designer too. i looked her drawing and it is so pretty. when she said her dream, everyone so impressed with it.
i afraid to said it and one of the reason because i am fat. no one support me that time because i never tell anyone my dream. start from that, i do not have any dream. when people ask about it, i just said that i want to be a teacher until now.
so i thought this questions will end after i enrolled to University but nahh it is still continue until now. really can not stop asking myself what is my dream. what you want to be after graduate weh??? you can not forever be a student. you can not forever sit in your house with your imagination about kpop guy 😒
An ambition
"can you tell me what you want to be one day?"
"tell your friends what is your dream"
"please write your name and your ambition so i can record in my student's profile"
you know what, i am so afraid with that question since primary school. i used to have a dream but not now. i do not know why that things happen. when i am getting older, my mind will blur when think about it. always pray hard for lect/teacher not asking me that kind of question because it is gonna take a few hours (or a year maybe) for me to reply it :') ended up gonna say i want to be a teacher (facepalm)
hello??? me as a teacher??? even people keep asking something repeatly, gonna mad at them and ask them to solve it by themself (yes sorry because i am so selfish) but when i do the same things to people, i will feel guilty and thought they will think same things like me :')
i used to have a dream when i was 11 years old which is i want to be a fashion designer. everyday imma gonna draw some dress or outfit in my sketchbook and colour it with many combination colour. everyday after i back to school, i will switch on the television and watched 'Project Runaway'. Yeah that is my dream. to be in that show one day.
but i do not know what happen to me that time. i gave up with it. i feel shy when people ask me about my dream. i feel down. i ripped my drawing because i hate to see it. there have a classmate that want to be a fashion designer too. i looked her drawing and it is so pretty. when she said her dream, everyone so impressed with it.
i afraid to said it and one of the reason because i am fat. no one support me that time because i never tell anyone my dream. start from that, i do not have any dream. when people ask about it, i just said that i want to be a teacher until now.
so i thought this questions will end after i enrolled to University but nahh it is still continue until now. really can not stop asking myself what is my dream. what you want to be after graduate weh??? you can not forever be a student. you can not forever sit in your house with your imagination about kpop guy 😒
btw if my friends ask me what i want to be, i just said i want to be hyunsik's wife. what? it can be real lah! lol 🙈