Have a good day
Have a good day
I hope it will be everyday
But its okay if not
I am still breathing
This semester 2 quite hectic, mess, crazy and many more. Hello how can i describe my life at here? Oh to be honest i hate become adult. I can not breathing well when i am getting adult. Joy? Of course sleeping. After a few days, weeks or months can not get enough sleep to finish up all the assignment.
Everyday i wish tomorrow will be skip but nah, the next day still hate me. Now i understand more the meaning of blood, sweats and tears (bruh i am not army). become adult make me feel like that. Cry like crazy because of grouping works. Sweat like a pig (i think) for submit the assignments. Blood? Not yet because not in medan perang.
Aaaa i miss blogging. I miss to find or create my own template. I miss reading others blog. If i have an event in my university, i swear for myself that i will make a post about it. But free time = sleeping lah. Final exam right now but why not try to update it right? Even i just talk about random my life but aaa lantak gue.
Where i get my strength? One of them are songs! Kpop? Yes for sure but nowadays i enjoy malay, english, bollywood,japanese songs. Listen to it make me feel i am at other place. For sure not to obsess with it girl.
What i learn in university life make me feel more adult. I start read more al-Quran and understand the meaning. I start ask my forgiveness to my parents and asked them to pray for my best (through whatsapp only because i feel awkward do a verbal communication to them asking for this). Learn what is friends is. Tbh i thought i am ready survive this adult world when i was in form 6 but guys cabaran lagi teruk ye.
Mental kena kuat. Its okay to cry k. Let it go because you will be fine after that. I feel sick, mad, mental breakdown when semester almost end. I can not everyday share my problem to everyone because i know they also in surviving mood. So what i do is crying like a kids or punch the wall (pls do not follow this way) but mostly cry lah. After everything finish, i can not remember what happen before. When my aunties or uncles ask about my life in university, i just can say "okay je" because i do not remember anything.
Aaa terpanjang lak. Got this mood for blogging because listen to winner's song "Have a good day". So listen to it okay!
I hope it will be everyday
But its okay if not
I am still breathing
This semester 2 quite hectic, mess, crazy and many more. Hello how can i describe my life at here? Oh to be honest i hate become adult. I can not breathing well when i am getting adult. Joy? Of course sleeping. After a few days, weeks or months can not get enough sleep to finish up all the assignment.
Everyday i wish tomorrow will be skip but nah, the next day still hate me. Now i understand more the meaning of blood, sweats and tears (bruh i am not army). become adult make me feel like that. Cry like crazy because of grouping works. Sweat like a pig (i think) for submit the assignments. Blood? Not yet because not in medan perang.
Aaaa i miss blogging. I miss to find or create my own template. I miss reading others blog. If i have an event in my university, i swear for myself that i will make a post about it. But free time = sleeping lah. Final exam right now but why not try to update it right? Even i just talk about random my life but aaa lantak gue.
Where i get my strength? One of them are songs! Kpop? Yes for sure but nowadays i enjoy malay, english, bollywood,japanese songs. Listen to it make me feel i am at other place. For sure not to obsess with it girl.
What i learn in university life make me feel more adult. I start read more al-Quran and understand the meaning. I start ask my forgiveness to my parents and asked them to pray for my best (through whatsapp only because i feel awkward do a verbal communication to them asking for this). Learn what is friends is. Tbh i thought i am ready survive this adult world when i was in form 6 but guys cabaran lagi teruk ye.
Mental kena kuat. Its okay to cry k. Let it go because you will be fine after that. I feel sick, mad, mental breakdown when semester almost end. I can not everyday share my problem to everyone because i know they also in surviving mood. So what i do is crying like a kids or punch the wall (pls do not follow this way) but mostly cry lah. After everything finish, i can not remember what happen before. When my aunties or uncles ask about my life in university, i just can say "okay je" because i do not remember anything.
