Half of the year

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Hello.
It's already July which we only have around 5 more months to enter 2020. Also my last post just talked about recap what I do on 2018. I am not sure that I am busy or maybe I am just lazy to update this blog. I love my blog but everytime I try to update it, I have insecurities what should I write about. I feel my life don't have fun to tell about.

But nahh I will try to update too because I want to save some memories at here. okay first I want to talk about my family now have new member ! hehe a past few weeks abang married and like after 22 years, I finally have a sister 🙈

Did you guys see how awkward the way I sit ? well that because this careless girl fell from the stairs before going back home and didn't go check up after injured herself :')

The preparation are so mess and hectic and I also busy with my final year exam. I am so tired even I feel the tiredness until now 🤣


Next, I just realized this year I spend more money on kpop things. I think after I went to BTOB fanmeeting, I feel comfortable to spend more money on kpop because I find this new kind of happiness. At first I feel weird why people once go to concert, they still want to go again? Why you guys love so much to spend money on them ? Are you still not satisfied yet ? Well maybe karma works. Now I feel like that 🤦

Kepuasan tu tidak mencukupi 😂 so I try check back all updates I have done on IG, wow boleh miskin ni if I didn't control my expenses but sometime I don't care with it because that's one of my happiness right ? (please some say yes 🤣)



Okay THE MOST CRAZY THINGS I DO IN MY LIFE (feat farhah). both of us promised to ourself that we will insaf with kpop things for a while because both of us already spent money at albums. That time 이동해 post the picture he is on the way to Malaysia for DnE concert. So I just repost his picture on IG stories and Farhah suddenly decided to reply back my stories. And THIS FREAKING GIRL NAMED AIN SUDDENLY DECIDED TO MAKE A FUN SAID "WAIT I AM GOING TO CHECK THE TICKETS" and this girl can't control her stupidness ws back to farhah and said "WEH TIKET ADA LAGI" so that's how the story start :')

In just for a few hours, both of us booked the tickets just like that. macam orang kaya tanpa fikir what will happen next 🤦 the concert on Saturday and we decided to go there on Thursday night. no preparation, no get the permission yet, no rehearsal for fanchant and here you go :') but it's okay that was so fun 🤣🙈

I think that's all I want to share. the others of my life just busy with my university life and sleep. okay bye !

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