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dewasa. adult. so kena jadi matang lah kan? matang tu macam mana lak? mesti berfikiran rasional, tidak cepat bertindak tanpa berfikir, terima segala pandangan yang diberikan dan sebagainya. duhh dah macam esei bm. kali ni post maybe santai lah. gonna write randomly and maybe tak masuk akal but whatever 💅 its funny how we wish to become adult so much since we are young but now we want our childhood life back its funny how we are so confident with ourself when we are kids but now we become insecure with everyone. used to have a role model such like barbie, raven and clover (totally spies). tapi kenapa sekarang kita banyak persoalkan apa yang kita tak ada? "why is that person so clever?" "omg that girl have fair skin and why not me?" "she is so lucky have that sporting family" "God, why i can not be just like that person" love. when we are kid, love is the best things ever. i love everything around me. i love sand, i love fallen ...

i really enjoy listening a music. it is like a part of my life. everyday like wajib to listen on it. well this post im gonna talk about my favourite band that i enjoy their music. got this idea after listening some old songs. ok u can call me a "kpoppers" lah like that because all my playlist were a korean songs (but actually i hate people call me a kpoppers) but i still listen lah malay, english, indonesia and hindustan's songs (well the old one lah not the latest one) so now im gonna list it down the band/singer, why i like their songs (maybe some of them didnt have specific reason) and for how long i like them like that lah. oh btw ada yang lagu that randomly i like??? that songs bermain di minda tanpa sengaja 😌 BIGBANG they are like my first favourite kpop group ever that i still falling in love with them until now. (before this i like suju but cinta tak berpanjangan :') ) that time i thought my favourite genre was hip hop because enjoy their son...

this post maybe u guys disagree with me or wtv i just want to write what i want to say. its quite sensitive and fyi im not feminist. i kinda hate lah kan when some penceramah give a speech and mostly ayat dia hentam girl like ; "tahu kenapa perempuan byk dlm neraka? sbb byk kutuk sana sini" "awak perempuan jaga lah pakaian, tak malu ke lelaki tgk awak" "ni lah hobi perempuan, gossip sana sini" yes memang betul but still lelaki pun sama. i found many guys kutuk belakang, bukak aib diaorg, look so pervertly at the girls. when i was in high school,i walked alone that time and there were 2 guys talk about my bottom and i just wearing school uniform with tudung. takkan tu kau bernafsu bangg?? me jenis yg akan duduk alone bcs i want to look what people do or sometime want to live in my dreamland and that time ada sekumpulan pelajar lelaki duduk behind me and kutuk my friend's (perempuan) body. yes aku lemah that time. i have no voice to mad at...

This gonna be a short post When I was in high school I always " eewww"  kan makeup even ada lah jinak2 sikit like " ohh that lipstick look kinda cute " but still mcm a big no to put that look alike crayon in my lips bruhh in orchestra, we should do a makeup for performance and me (with my friends) sanggup lari dari cikgu sbb taknak makeup. kinda benci the girls (like penari) using too much makeup and bibir merah mcm makan samyang lak masuk lower 6, tgk my aunt's friend ada pouch with full of makeup and kadang2 curi pakai mcm bedak and try eyelashes curler but at last sepit mata sendiri :') so she saw me doing that (or i asking her smthng like that). after that she asked me " you wanna try this things? " and i said yes maybe (lol memory pls comeback) and now me , 20 years old can't stop talking about makeup and i obsessed with it. so this things normal kan ? sbb rasa serba salah bila ada member yg before this jinak2 pakai lipstick bu...

i'm back and feel want to update after read farha's post 😂 this post i'm gonna write about people that give an impact in my life. either positive or negative. mostly of them make me remember until now (still remember their name ok 💅) ok lets get start it !! when i was 6 years old , im like a home person ? introvert person that hate to meet people. actually before i went to tadika kemas , i was suppose go to tadika mindaku. i remember my grandpa already pay the bill (?) and already got the uniform but i decide dont want to go . why ? first i hate people and sec the uniform was a short skirt paras lutut (i think atas sikit) so i mcm tak selesa with that uniform . i think that time i menyorok under the bed bcs i really dont want to go 😂 but 6 tahun kena paksa and i cried a lot. so the only kids that talked to me was Wan Nursofia  and Ramadisky  (idk lah if i spell their name correctly 😂) why i remember them ? bcs i used to sorokkan diri at canteen (?) masa pembelajaran...

0329 am right now and i cant sleep. thats why i think want to do a new post after a long time maybe? so im gonna do a challenge (i think) that i do before on 2011. want to know what the difference of me between that year and this year. and yeahhh this post kinda cringey for u guys to read 🙈 WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. Last beverage : ais kosong 2. Last phone call : umi 3. Last text message : from hotlink 💅 4. Last song you listened to : blues - leehi 5. Last time you cry : yesterday HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice : no 7. Been cheated on : yass 8. Kissed someone and regretted it : nahh 9. Lost someone special : yes 10. Been depressed : aww everyday 11. Been drunk and threw up : no LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. black 13. white 14. red THIS YEAR HAVE YOU(2017): 15.Made a new friend: no 16.Fallen out of love: everyday bcs 임혀식 💕 17.Laughed until you cried : yes (thanks gag concert) 18.Met someone who changed you : yup! 19.Found out who your true friends : aw...

learn to less talk learn to more write penat bila mulut buka je susah nak tutup orang yang mendengar pun penat merepek itu yang jadi bila mulut tak berhenti bercakap bukan nak jadi pemalu takut perbualan jadi benda tidak berfaedah mengumpat menjadi satu kewajiban bila berborak dengan orang dikenali dosa bertambah pahala menghilang mula berbual benda faedah lama kelamaan jadi merapu lepas berbual baru rasa bersalah "bukan umpat , tapi nak cerita" tetapi menjadi satu umpatan yang boleh membawa ke arah fitnah tetapi tidak maknanya kena sentiasa tutup mulut tidak perlu menjadi pendiam hanya berdiam bila niat nak berbual perkara tak berfaedah menaip rasa perlu belajar terutama menaip/menulis dalam bahasa inggeris tulisan itu indah tetapi boleh membawa padah orang lain yang membaca mereka akan olah dengan cara sendiri kita berjenaka orang...