Bad Habit
you know what the things i hate but sometime i do it? it is called 'Obsess'. what those mean? obsess with something useless but i enjoy it sometime and it's make me worry right now. i do not want this habit forever. i really do hate it but why?? why am i enjoying? please ain. give up with it.
right now, with this age old enough (but... can i stay young forever 👉👈) obsess with many things. one of them, the dangerous one are 'SOCIAL MEDIA'. that things gave me more negative vibes right now. i think blogger also but nahh i really enjoy it but still i need to control it.
why suddenly i say like that? ok let's me tell u girl. i do not know it is just me or other people have thought about it. first, instagram. yes i have instagram and i did not allow people who i do not know to follow me. because imma gonna overthinking when they check my ig feed.
guys, this is soooo dangerous. i am obsess with beautiful picture, many likes, a comment and so on. i should give up with this feed thingy. i have 2 ig account and one of them i did not allowed anyone to follow me and guess what? i feel soooo free to upload my pictures. no one gonna look at it. i do like that because sometime i didn't save the picture at my phone or it is just for my memory since i am getting older and can't save many memories (are u sure ain you are not old?)
twitter. i think this is the most dangerous social media i used it. i feel like everyday i must tweet what am i doing now, what i hate now, what it is in my mind and i feel like i must tweet something cool so people gonna think this girl the coolest person ever (roll eyes and roll body to gaung). for example 1 quote or lyric per day, tweet something i hate but everyone agree with it, retweet some serious tweet so people will think i am matured (idk the kaitan with it but nahhh i am so stupid and arrogant)
when sometime people tweet that annoyed me but actually that's her/his point! but nahh still gonna judge them and dalam hati be like "duhh benda ni pun nak tweet ke? so noob" gosh dah jadi dosa sebab hati ini banyak mengutuk. so sorry guys because this person are so bad. sorry again.
so now, maybe (but not sure) i will hiatus in socmed so i can focus in my real life. maybe i just open it for read some news but still want to avoid it. it's time for me become more matured to read something useful. no more troll tweet, hot tea tweet and so on.
right now, with this age old enough (but... can i stay young forever 👉👈) obsess with many things. one of them, the dangerous one are 'SOCIAL MEDIA'. that things gave me more negative vibes right now. i think blogger also but nahh i really enjoy it but still i need to control it.
why suddenly i say like that? ok let's me tell u girl. i do not know it is just me or other people have thought about it. first, instagram. yes i have instagram and i did not allow people who i do not know to follow me. because imma gonna overthinking when they check my ig feed.
"oh did they gonna look at my feed?"
"will they ever think to like it or not?"
"have they ever feel regret to follow my ig because my feed full of shit?"
"should i post this picture with this kind of filter to look pretty?"
"oh please i hope many people liked my picture"
"oi! why you not like my picture? ok after this if you upload your picture, imma gonna ignore it!"
"well hello imma gonna liked only beautiful picture so look like i have class"
guys, this is soooo dangerous. i am obsess with beautiful picture, many likes, a comment and so on. i should give up with this feed thingy. i have 2 ig account and one of them i did not allowed anyone to follow me and guess what? i feel soooo free to upload my pictures. no one gonna look at it. i do like that because sometime i didn't save the picture at my phone or it is just for my memory since i am getting older and can't save many memories (are u sure ain you are not old?)
twitter. i think this is the most dangerous social media i used it. i feel like everyday i must tweet what am i doing now, what i hate now, what it is in my mind and i feel like i must tweet something cool so people gonna think this girl the coolest person ever (roll eyes and roll body to gaung). for example 1 quote or lyric per day, tweet something i hate but everyone agree with it, retweet some serious tweet so people will think i am matured (idk the kaitan with it but nahhh i am so stupid and arrogant)
when sometime people tweet that annoyed me but actually that's her/his point! but nahh still gonna judge them and dalam hati be like "duhh benda ni pun nak tweet ke? so noob" gosh dah jadi dosa sebab hati ini banyak mengutuk. so sorry guys because this person are so bad. sorry again.
so now, maybe (but not sure) i will hiatus in socmed so i can focus in my real life. maybe i just open it for read some news but still want to avoid it. it's time for me become more matured to read something useful. no more troll tweet, hot tea tweet and so on.