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The year that I wish for more happiness will happen to me I wish I will graduate on time with successful Get some new knowledge from my internship Experience with new people Try to get a fix job as I can Travel to some new place I have never been Create new memories with my friends "This year gonna be my year" I said before However all the wishes become a jokes now World War 3 almost happen Pandemic since March and didn't see when it will be stop My internship only happen for one month Convocation ? lol keep dreaming Traveling ? i.ma.gi.na.tion (insert SpongeBob's voice) A proper work ? back to reality ain Okay lah still something good happened this year First, submitted my final year project and Alhamdullilah I got a good result! I called it as "나의 애기 🐥" All the hardship I have done Crying for the whole night Giving up because overthinking too much Read back all my concern I wrote up at my ig stories Fuhh I am growing up After all, I am thankfu...

23rd January 2006 I got my second little brother. You are so precious to me. Everyday I wish I can hug you. You should know how happy I am to see you. You were tiny, your skin not in a good condition before and you know what, I am so scared when you in incubator. I was young but already know how scared of losing someone. Oh, that's just overthinking. You are doing well right now. Writing this after you talked how you feel being the youngest. How you hate when mom and dad didn't like you do. How hard to get a good result but you rather to play a soccer instead of study. "Why I can not do what I like?" "Can you guys stop nagging at me ?" "I know what should I do, stop mad at me?" "Why abang keep angry at me but I didn't do anything wrong?" "Kakak you are so noisy, stop it" You are growing up, my dear. I know how you feel and I am sorry because I keep mad at you just because you are in puberty. Whe...

Hello! I want to share about sign language class that I joined before under YES alumni. Well this programme been introduced by Huda because her cousin one of the member of YES so she asked me to join or not since I will do my final year project about this topic. So I take this opportunity to learn more about it. This class happened on 200419 and yes it's already late for me to share. sorry! I just realized I want to share about this event before. The class been organized at around KL which I don't remember at all where it is 🤣 The participants only less than 10 people and both of us took evening session because afraid we can't arrive at that place if we take morning session. One of the moment when we are on the way to the venue is both of us took wrong train and realized it after 5-6 station. That time we just laughed only even we are already late because we know how silly we are :') Okay the best things more, after arrived mrt station at there, we should use ...

Hello. It's already July which we only have around 5 more months to enter 2020. Also my last post just talked about recap what I do on 2018. I am not sure that I am busy or maybe I am just lazy to update this blog. I love my blog but everytime I try to update it, I have insecurities what should I write about. I feel my life don't have fun to tell about. But nahh I will try to update too because I want to save some memories at here. okay first I want to talk about my family now have new member ! hehe a past few weeks abang married and like after 22 years, I finally have a sister 🙈 Did you guys see how awkward the way I sit ? well that because this careless girl fell from the stairs before going back home and didn't go check up after injured herself :') The preparation are so mess and hectic and I also busy with my final year exam. I am so tired even I feel the tiredness until now 🤣 Next, I just realized this year I spend more money on kpop things. I th...

Cepat betul masa berlalu. Banyak perkara berlaku pada tahun ni. Nak detailkan one by one, some of them aku dah lupa (pardon my brain can not remember many things).Just really hope next year (aka this year because I type this on 2018 but just post it now) will be more more better. in this post, I will list down the best memory, the things I should reflect and my hope for the next year. To be honest, this post maybe will take a time to publish and quite long. Okay let's see the good memories first. Btw I just realized that I only have 4 post published after I do recap for 2017 :') so I will tell everything what happened to me in 2018 or maybe I just conclude it because I am so lazy (kemalasan dan Ain tidak berpisah) BEST MEMORIES 1. BTOB in Malaysia fanmeeting I will list it down what I just remember and give an impact to my life. nak recap dari awal tahun memang aku tak ingat lah apa terjadi. now I am struggling search back all my updated from social media because tbh I do...

Assalamualaikum and hi ! so semalam 20180815 tarikh akhir sebagai pelajar tahun 1. happy ? mestilah. tak percaya 1 tahun berjaya hidup dalam universiti sini. punya lah dari dulu bayangkan diri ni tak akan pernah jejak univesiti sebab tahu diri ni tak lah berapa nak pandai. ingat lagi masa dapat keputusan terima universiti sini. fuhh nangis teruk tah apa difikirkan sebab buat pertama kali duduk berjauhan dengan keluarga. kemain fikir nanti susah nak balik dah but ended up, setiap minggu balik je rumah 🤦manja betul diri ni. konon nak masuk universiti jauh2 lah, nak independent lah ceh. first year as student, banyak benda belajar. dari segi ilmu, persahabatan, dunia luar dan sebagainya. cari ilmu sampai liang lahad, the best quote ever. we are still young and banyak benda lagi kita patut ketahui. semester 1 masih perangai tak matang bawak ke tempat orang. yelah umur 20 tahun baru nak jejak keluar dari rumah and aku lak jenis duduk rumah tak bergaul dengan manusia. hari pertama mas...

Assalamualaikum and hi ! dah lama gak tak update blog sebab agak busy and sometime tak tahu nak update apa. actually masa nak menaip ni pun takde idea nak borak apa sebenarnya tapi nak gak update sebab entah lah . nak ingat everything pernah terjadi masa study of course tak dapat sebab mostly our memory tersekat kat short term memory je huhu okay as a year 1 student, we did not get 3 months holiday because of short semester. In this sem, there have 2 subject which are 'Psychology' and 'Language and Identity'. Both lecturer are guy and they are quite fun. Psychology make me more interest with our body. How amazing our body from a little things like our senses to how environment effect our life. The lecturer make the class fun with his amazing acting and example and also good cursing for us huhu. Language and identity subject is so relax and the lecturer sooo nice but sometime kinda boring because he prefer talked about geography :') He show 2 movies about ra...